Plus fort que jamais = More Stronger than ever before .. 2013

It has been a while since I heard your voice . It has been a while since I saw your smile . It has been a while since I heard your laugh . It has been a while since I felt your touch.. The time passes and it is already the month of May . Each time the phone rings I think that it just may be you. . The idea of not hearing , seeing or feeling of you makes my heart grow ever more impatient. . Your letters become my lover who thus goes to bed with me each night . Your pictures are my reassurance that you love me ever more ,, I wait to hear see and feel your presence to fill the void that has overtaken my spirit , but my love for you grows and grows like a breath of Spring that awakens my dormant slumber. Each time that the day comes to an end I re-live our last moment together and yearn for another chance to hear your voice , see your smile, hear your laugh ,and feel your touch.. As the time clicks by and the numbers change I anticapate that liberated moment that will unleash a rush of exctasy of you and me finally as one .Our future slowly unfolds as the beginning becomes visible to the naked eye ,, our future ,, all the dreams that we have dreamed of are now taking shape .As my phone rings I see your face as the image that let's me know that ,, yes you are there and always will. The seperation of us has only forged a union of you and me to become inseperable. The songs on the radio sing your songs as I listen to every word that you sing to me. My love , your love , our love is " Plus fort que jamais which says More stronger than ever before....

J .F M. ,, S P B L M A .

This morning I awoke ,  thinking of you, my awakening was of excitement and it showed in many ways . If you had been there you would have been witness to this. My mind was and always has been set on you...

You make me shiver with delight and I almost loose control . I will never hurt or leave you for we are less without one another. I wait in anticapation to hear you speak to listen to you laugh ,, and to wipe your tears. . I have crossed the ways to see you and each time is like a new beginning , like fresh dew on the morning clover.Our love is pure and cannot be blemished by the outside World,

 As we speak on the phone the time goes all so quickly,, we discuss the next day and time of our next rendez-vous on the phone,, when the next letter will be sent and when it shall arrive,,like the photos we send to each other.., a souvenir of what our life has become. I love you and it shows in every way you say , and I feel the same ,, the distance apart cannot defeat us ,, but only make it stronger ,, our life in Miami-Montréal is about to begin , I look at your photos clutched in my hand and place them on the sink as I prepare to ,,,..The distractions that may leerk are harmless and have no power over us ,, only if we give them creedence and attention,, so I say this day " Just finished masturbating so please Bitches leave me alone .....