If You Wish Upon a Star

The sky to-day is blue and neary a star insight. I dance across the clouds as Angels nearby are playing hide-and-seek. I lazily at one point rest my head on your torso and close my eyes as you slowly brush your fingers on my skin. In the near distant I hear the gigiling of the Angels as they blushingly scamper to hide behind a wall of condensation. After a moment I decide to rise and stretch out my arms and in front of me standing is my sister who I had not seen after her passing. I start to cry as tears of joy stream down my face. She tells me that she is well and that she has been decorating heavenly rooms for newly arrived clients. Instead of taking a vacation she had sent me a visitors pass for a few days but warned me that I must not overstay my welcome as my name has not even been put on the waiting list as a future residant. I gaze into her eyes and can see that aging has not taken its toll at all. I ask many questions to catch up on her news and also she inquires about how are parents doing. Michelle tells me that she must leave soon as there is choir practice for the Angels and their is one song that she is practicing and will sing it to me later in the day. We leave our seperate ways promising each other that at nightfall we shall once again be together. I decide to take a walk across the heavens and I gaze across an endless stream of pearly whites that seems to never stop. After walking for what seemed to be forever we decided to lay our heads on a passing cloud and closed our eyes. I then heard rumbling in the background and to my amazement I saw passers by who I seemed to recognize but neither did they stop but waved looking happy and at peace, I felt a warmth engulf me something that I never felt before, I said to myself is this what the holy spirit feels like as the last person went by. I then realized that time had quickly gone by and I did not want to miss seeing Michelle again. Upon my return I saw all the Angels grouped together and the trumpets started to blare and stars started to eclat everywhere. It was like witnessing fireworks but even more impressive. They started to hum and then she stepped away and stood in front of me once again and started to sing these words " If You wish upon a star, I will bring it where you are, if you want me too,I will. Once again tears rolled down my cheeks as she radiantly smiled and kept singing. I am now back home but every time time I look up at the sky I hear her singing once again, " If You Wish Upon a Star .

If Only We Would Have Been On That Island

The what if of time hovers around me as time goes by. I have yet to find the solace of my yearnings. Yes there are moments and times that I feel just maybe it has arrived. Another deception awaits me how naive could I be. The gods must be amused at my once again failure. I can only watch as others seem to be together as one, what is there secret what must I do. I guard my independence jealously and scoff at those who are interdependent. The hipocrosy of my actions do not coincide with how I would want to be. As the minutes of life tick forward I realize that just maybe you are the one. Is this for real or is it just a mirage a shadow of a flirting moment. The winds of my spirit pass through you and have hopefully left their mark. My heart no longer beats but races wildly and has joined the race. A warmness penetrates me and I begain to sweat as beads of water rolls down my torso following the lines and curves of my body. Your skin glides along mine as if we were one,,, euphorie engulfs us and we penetrate through the surface to an other level, the monster roars with great might and sheer delight . The next morning we awake almost lifeless we have vampired our mind ,body and souls to each other. "If only we could have been on that island,,,,,, things would have been so different ".