If Only We Would Have Been On That Island

The what if of time hovers around me as time goes by. I have yet to find the solace of my yearnings. Yes there are moments and times that I feel just maybe it has arrived. Another deception awaits me how naive could I be. The gods must be amused at my once again failure. I can only watch as others seem to be together as one, what is there secret what must I do. I guard my independence jealously and scoff at those who are interdependent. The hipocrosy of my actions do not coincide with how I would want to be. As the minutes of life tick forward I realize that just maybe you are the one. Is this for real or is it just a mirage a shadow of a flirting moment. The winds of my spirit pass through you and have hopefully left their mark. My heart no longer beats but races wildly and has joined the race. A warmness penetrates me and I begain to sweat as beads of water rolls down my torso following the lines and curves of my body. Your skin glides along mine as if we were one,,, euphorie engulfs us and we penetrate through the surface to an other level, the monster roars with great might and sheer delight . The next morning we awake almost lifeless we have vampired our mind ,body and souls to each other. "If only we could have been on that island,,,,,, things would have been so different ".